I just wanted to touch base with you for this upcoming week. All week, I have had only two cups of Jello, which are four ounces each, and a quarter of a cup of soup broth. My output has decreased for 80cc to probably less than 5cc per day. Just enough to wet the gauze I have covering the site. I should note that the stain on the gauze comes out red when I have red Jello. I am starving and my hunger grows each and every day - truly miserable at this point. If you thought it was okay, I was going to increase to have three Jellos per day. What do you think of this, and are there any (if any) other increases you should make this week, or is this how much I should do until the fistula site dried up completely? Thanks so much. I eagerly await your reply.
And this was his response:
My preference at this point is to achieve a completely dry, closed fistula before advancing your oral intake further. Although I do not know that increasing the jello to three times per day will have any negative effect, I caution you that any increase may well increase the fistula drainage and prevent closure. You have to balance your need to satisfy your hunger, your need to keep your sanity, and your need to close the fistula. Not any easy balancing act. Let me know what you decide.
I am so disappointed, I don't even know what to say. I am just going to try to take it day by day, because I really want this fistula to close.
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