|I think this picture captures my pain right now. Yet it's called "The Promise of a Spring".|
Friday, May 6, 2011
Day 44 and Day 45 and I want to give up.
I'm so hungry, I'm shaking. I don't know if I can do this anymore. I'm chewing 10 pieces of gum per day, and all I can do is think about food, and not in a fun way. It tortures me wherever I go. And furthermore, this fistula is showing no signs of healing. I want answers and I am not seeing any positive trends. This is the lowest I have felt in a long while.
On a positive note, my art show is this weekend! Leona and her husband Dick helped me set up - I could not have done it without them!